Happy endings, a rarity.....

I am at a point of life where people ask me what I want to do further in my life and I stare at them with blankness. It's a good question, but just something I can't answer. In life I have jumped from one goal to another which now left me with no goal at all. I don't think a good job that pays well is a goal, that is a necessity. A kind of necessity we have made compulsory on ourselves. Even if we don't want to, a good paying job has become an priority. We have needs and they need to be fulfilled. Somewhere to fit in this expensive' competitive world we have tied our goals to our needs instead of our wants. How many people wake up in the morning happy about going to work not many, why? because what they work for is to fulfill a need. From the start of our career every choice we make is unintentionally tied to what is the right thing to do. Right thing that will earn us money enough to live comfortably, in the long run a nice house, a good car, overall security. This security doesn't only come with comforts for ourself it comes with acceptance in world. Very rare lucky people don't worry about the acceptance and do what their heart desires. They run free of the bounds of needs, labeled as the wild ones. These wild people have a goal to do something their heart desires and which might not give them the comforts the world offers, but these people are the ones that wake up every morning with a smile to start a new day of doing what they want. Thats what I call a goal. So as long as I don't know that goal I will keep giving everyone the blank stare of confusion.